talkin bout passion...
how passionate am i ryt now?
now ppl wanna video shoot my life to show my passion.
know wad?
i got nothing to show.
cuz its all bout me & myself dancin. tts all. will anyone feel anythin?
i try to find out why is this happening... i realise my passion did not start here. it started baq then in my junior college years where every practice and performance can be so happening and we all look forward to every single session and show.
tts how i would like to express my passion. not juz me, but us, as a team, as a crew.
after those years, im baq in malaysia. and frankly speakin i find it difficult to light up my passion. it is as if there is no energy to push the passion..
in my campus, there is hardly anyone who put in as much effort as i do to dance, i dare to say.
i dun even feel the existence of the dance club when only 2 ppl turn up during the practice sessions. this is never the way to dance.
and this is the f*ed up thing tt i really hate bout utar culture.
if u cannot commit in dance, dun even think bout starting a showcase!
if u cannot commit in dance, then stop wasting tym pissing ppl off!
if u cannot commit in dance, stop giving wrong impression and dun even act as if u can dance, cuz u cant, and u dun have the passion for it.
i was tryin to improve the situation here.
i've been tryin...but tryin is not enough.
no matter how hard i try, its like one sided. there's hardly any response.
im not big enough to make a change in the culture, i guess.
so, i've been more or less on my own for the past one year.
really, i hardly met anyone like myself.. who sees dance as life, who put dance in their top priorities. even if there are, they were never as committed as i hoped they would be.
if u wanna see more of my passion for dance, u can see it in my junior college years...not now.
im a soloist now. tho i've been trying to look for ppl to team up with...but...
there isnt much passion u can see around.
video me up is not a good idea at all.
instead, ask me bout how and wad i've done with my passion.
i would be more than delighted to share...
but this is not wad they wan. they wanna see it. not hear it. hence they shoot.
and it put me in a damn tough situation.
somemore timing is never ryt. first tym was laz minute during a study week weekend, now its halfway during the exam period. i said im fine with this, but tt doesnt mean my frens are fine with it. especially when i need them to help me out with this shooting.
the thing is, u wont see my passion in juz one day. tts ridiculous.
even if yer gonna follow me whole n see wad i do, ppl will juz feel tt its some fake stuff cuz who the hell would start popping and toprocking halfway walking on the street? normal ppl gonna think this is so fake.
but tts wad i do.
its juz ridiculous to imagine ppl posting videos on youtube with title like "passionate dancers" and shows some dancers juz dancin. yea, we can see tt they can dance, but can we see the passion?
...c'mon...its not something tt can be seen...
dulan nah...
die liao la, dunno where to find dancers to dance with me for the video...
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Putting those things aside, i found this choreographer Ask Ali. i like his style!!
check it out
how passionate am i ryt now?
now ppl wanna video shoot my life to show my passion.
know wad?
i got nothing to show.
cuz its all bout me & myself dancin. tts all. will anyone feel anythin?
i try to find out why is this happening... i realise my passion did not start here. it started baq then in my junior college years where every practice and performance can be so happening and we all look forward to every single session and show.
tts how i would like to express my passion. not juz me, but us, as a team, as a crew.
after those years, im baq in malaysia. and frankly speakin i find it difficult to light up my passion. it is as if there is no energy to push the passion..
in my campus, there is hardly anyone who put in as much effort as i do to dance, i dare to say.
i dun even feel the existence of the dance club when only 2 ppl turn up during the practice sessions. this is never the way to dance.
and this is the f*ed up thing tt i really hate bout utar culture.
if u cannot commit in dance, dun even think bout starting a showcase!
if u cannot commit in dance, then stop wasting tym pissing ppl off!
if u cannot commit in dance, stop giving wrong impression and dun even act as if u can dance, cuz u cant, and u dun have the passion for it.
i was tryin to improve the situation here.
i've been tryin...but tryin is not enough.
no matter how hard i try, its like one sided. there's hardly any response.
im not big enough to make a change in the culture, i guess.
so, i've been more or less on my own for the past one year.
really, i hardly met anyone like myself.. who sees dance as life, who put dance in their top priorities. even if there are, they were never as committed as i hoped they would be.
if u wanna see more of my passion for dance, u can see it in my junior college years...not now.
im a soloist now. tho i've been trying to look for ppl to team up with...but...
there isnt much passion u can see around.
video me up is not a good idea at all.
instead, ask me bout how and wad i've done with my passion.
i would be more than delighted to share...
but this is not wad they wan. they wanna see it. not hear it. hence they shoot.
and it put me in a damn tough situation.
somemore timing is never ryt. first tym was laz minute during a study week weekend, now its halfway during the exam period. i said im fine with this, but tt doesnt mean my frens are fine with it. especially when i need them to help me out with this shooting.
the thing is, u wont see my passion in juz one day. tts ridiculous.
even if yer gonna follow me whole n see wad i do, ppl will juz feel tt its some fake stuff cuz who the hell would start popping and toprocking halfway walking on the street? normal ppl gonna think this is so fake.
but tts wad i do.
its juz ridiculous to imagine ppl posting videos on youtube with title like "passionate dancers" and shows some dancers juz dancin. yea, we can see tt they can dance, but can we see the passion?
...c'mon...its not something tt can be seen...
dulan nah...
die liao la, dunno where to find dancers to dance with me for the video...
**************************************************
Putting those things aside, i found this choreographer Ask Ali. i like his style!!
check it out
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