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Alex
Dancer/Choreographer

HCI--NJC--TJC--UTAR

Bachelor of Arts (Honours) Graphic Design & Multimedia

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

[This happened yesterday nite when I was halfway editing the video (which Im preparing for submission). I left my room to get a drink, and my mum got into my room and saw my windows movie maker on the screen. Guess wad? She juz... damn]

Was really angry
And upset

Damn...

Wad the hell is wrong with...

Fuck u wont say a word of compliment tts fine. But don't fucking criticize me for wad I didn't do wrong.
No, it aint fine.
U aint kno nothing bout wad I do. U care hell bout how I do it.
Have u had enough?

Well I had enough...long tym ago.
I dun even kno how else I can argue with u.

For god sake u kno I've been workin on this thing for the past few days.
U kno I try not to let u kno wad im doin.
But I did tell u wad was it for.
U get me anot?
Dun get me wrong, im doin all I can to try for the chance. It's the best tt I can think of and the best tt I can do for now.
If u aint impressed or wad then juz shut up and observe.
Better stil, dun even watch me.

Wad the hell is wrong with u start scolding me after u saw wads on my laptop screen?
Cant u say anything else?
Damn it I was stil hoping to show u somehow after Im done with it and to let u see wassup with me.
I wanted u to show some appreciation and maybe some compliment for wad I love and wad Im doin.
I kno I sound damn kiddy. But hey, Im yer kid ryt?

U juz killed me.
Im was dead then. My heart's the only thing keeping me alive.
U deviate too much from how I tot u could have responded.
Wad the hell was tt for?
I bet u didn't kno yer words can hurt ppl so much.
U juz dun kno.

I dun get it.
I think Im the only one in the world. Having such problems everytym it comes to me dancing.
I never heard a word from my dancer frens bout their parents objecting dance (maybe they dun say...I dunno)
And it makes me feel so bad inside cuz my ma keep saying no to dance.

Do u kno how much I admire u there who can do wad u love without yer parent's objection?
Some of yall even have very supportive parent. Damn Im really jealous of yall man.

Shi wei u has a whole bunch of dancer frens and have parties now and then. Yer parents welcome them all!
Xian u can join all singing competition u wan and yer parents will always back u up and be proud of u!
And many more of u tt makes me feel like Im cursed or wad.

U say they will understand me someday. I really dunno bout tt.
And I wonder where yer confidence to say tt comes from.

When I think bout it I really feel damn fucked up.
Can somebody tell her how good I am?
Can somebody tell her how passionate I am?
FOR REAL!

...really

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