好久没有动过我的blog ler...
no time lar... me is so busy.. somemore very difficult to get online somemore... + lazy to write blog...
sigh...life aint good these days. average Cs for 4 subjects? errr.... stupid promo's comin in 1 weeks time. but i stil cant get myself down o study properly. stress sia. cant even cope with hw now, stil talk bout studying? wad bout e Cs? think they snatch my scholarship away...sigh... how demoralisin is it when u hear all yer classmates say tat avg Cs are mission imposible? when its e minimum requirement for u to continue survivin here? im e bottom ones in class, ya kno? if y'all really wan me to pass this, pls say it's possible. it'll help me. at least make me feel better.
I really HATE promo. it makes me so damn stress. i dunno wad ryt does it have to decide my fate for me? i'll be at nowhere if my scholarship ends like this. man, too much things to compain bout. but i cant do anythin to make things better...sigh
juz knew tat i didnt pass my otc. kinda expected tat...but i didnt know tat i'll feel like this now. i tot i'll be fine since i expected e failure. sad tat otc is over. sad tat we'll be separated. will we stil stick tgt as one oscar? anyway, oscar i stil love u. congrats for all other octs who passed otc, becoming officers. all the best!! anyway, i'll stil go baq to HC once in a while to see my juniors. officer or not, i wont be different.
i want to live. pls dun let me die here now.
*I believe in miracles. but miracles don't seem to be with me.
no time lar... me is so busy.. somemore very difficult to get online somemore... + lazy to write blog...
sigh...life aint good these days. average Cs for 4 subjects? errr.... stupid promo's comin in 1 weeks time. but i stil cant get myself down o study properly. stress sia. cant even cope with hw now, stil talk bout studying? wad bout e Cs? think they snatch my scholarship away...sigh... how demoralisin is it when u hear all yer classmates say tat avg Cs are mission imposible? when its e minimum requirement for u to continue survivin here? im e bottom ones in class, ya kno? if y'all really wan me to pass this, pls say it's possible. it'll help me. at least make me feel better.
I really HATE promo. it makes me so damn stress. i dunno wad ryt does it have to decide my fate for me? i'll be at nowhere if my scholarship ends like this. man, too much things to compain bout. but i cant do anythin to make things better...sigh
juz knew tat i didnt pass my otc. kinda expected tat...but i didnt know tat i'll feel like this now. i tot i'll be fine since i expected e failure. sad tat otc is over. sad tat we'll be separated. will we stil stick tgt as one oscar? anyway, oscar i stil love u. congrats for all other octs who passed otc, becoming officers. all the best!! anyway, i'll stil go baq to HC once in a while to see my juniors. officer or not, i wont be different.
i want to live. pls dun let me die here now.
*I believe in miracles. but miracles don't seem to be with me.
LX feel the groove @ 11:17 PM
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