i'm...traumatised
i'm stressed...depressed... n pissed... i've restarted this stupid com for 3 times to get this blog done... damn noob lag com.
shit la... pw wr cmi leh... i hate pw, it sux... too bad its a A lvl paper, i hafta do it no matter wad. tats why pw sux more. i gotta apologise to my leader if i never do a good job, cuz im not e kinda person who can do project or research or anythin similar to these stuff. stressed. i dun wanna do, n i dunno how to do these stuff, but i dun wanna drag my groupmates down becoz of my lousy performance. i've caused lotsa trouble to my group. im not commited to pw. i think they're gonna fail me... gonna die anyway.
damn... it would be better if i didnt come to tj. why m i e unlucky one tat kena kicked out? how come none of e scholars who appeal success? its so unfair... i was so upset den.. even now i stil remember how unhappy n helpless was e situation... i hate being a scholar. but sad to say, im one. if im now in nj & stay in hcibs. i bet my life would be much better n meaningful, compared to e kinda hell life im livin here...ders no frens here tat i can approach when i need someone to talk to... im only close to my frens in dance. so when i feel helpless, im really helpless. life here is scary...boring...meaningless...ya, basically, life sux. if im never come to tj n dunman, it wont be like this. thanks to moe, im now in tj.
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
*simple plan - im just a kid
i miss her. long time never see her ler.... really miss her alot.
Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)
I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know
That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
*backstreet boys - i still...
i'm stressed...depressed... n pissed... i've restarted this stupid com for 3 times to get this blog done... damn noob lag com.
shit la... pw wr cmi leh... i hate pw, it sux... too bad its a A lvl paper, i hafta do it no matter wad. tats why pw sux more. i gotta apologise to my leader if i never do a good job, cuz im not e kinda person who can do project or research or anythin similar to these stuff. stressed. i dun wanna do, n i dunno how to do these stuff, but i dun wanna drag my groupmates down becoz of my lousy performance. i've caused lotsa trouble to my group. im not commited to pw. i think they're gonna fail me... gonna die anyway.
damn... it would be better if i didnt come to tj. why m i e unlucky one tat kena kicked out? how come none of e scholars who appeal success? its so unfair... i was so upset den.. even now i stil remember how unhappy n helpless was e situation... i hate being a scholar. but sad to say, im one. if im now in nj & stay in hcibs. i bet my life would be much better n meaningful, compared to e kinda hell life im livin here...ders no frens here tat i can approach when i need someone to talk to... im only close to my frens in dance. so when i feel helpless, im really helpless. life here is scary...boring...meaningless...ya, basically, life sux. if im never come to tj n dunman, it wont be like this. thanks to moe, im now in tj.
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
*simple plan - im just a kid
i miss her. long time never see her ler.... really miss her alot.
Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)
I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know
That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
*backstreet boys - i still...
LX feel the groove @ 9:09 PM
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