quite a lot of things happened in the past weekend..

'bewildered.. why are u doin this?'
tts my nick in msn.

first of i wanna apologize for shoutin and actin rough on u.
it wasnt my intention.. but i juz dunno how else i can react.

imma anti-smoker.
seein my good fren smoking in front of my own eyes...I JUZ CANT TAKE IT.
WHY?
why do u smoke?
wad excuse can u give to smoke? wadever excuses u can think of, they're juz excuses!

i really hated u tt moment.
i couldnt control myself well n i wanted to smack u till u realize how angry i was.

u told me tt u smoked before...but i believe tt it had past.. as long as u dun touch cigarettes anymore.
u said u avoided smokin in front of me.. but tts not the problem! the fact tt u smoke tt cigarette has already ruin my inpression on u. i dun wan u to avoid smokin from me, i dun wan u to smoke at all!

u said im stil a kid.. wads up with smoking??
in yer eyes i might be juz a kid.
but i'd rather keep this kid's mindset cuz i never wanna see any of my frens smokin.

if i were to see u do tt again, i would stil bash u up..again.
cuz i think of u as my very good fren..

i didnt know why hui ling & rhu pin failed to stop u...

but pls...
dun do tt again..
i hope u know how i feel.

i guess u do.


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Incident 2:
i found out tt 2 of my SJAB juniors are in dance now!

i used to be their DPC in their sec1...which is like damn long ago..

to know tt they are in MAD (music & dance) now makes me feel relief and happy.
i can see the path tts opened up for them. its so bright..
i wanna feel dance like how they do...
how they work hard to workon another move... how they practice to polish their routines...how they had their self pracs tgt...

reminds me of how i used to be..
reminiscing the past tym when we dance tgt...in NJ... in TJ.. in HCI...
those are the happy tyms.
i wish i was always there...


Congrats!
this goes out to my dancemates in Spore.
juz in early march. my NJ dance buddies: Wen Hao, Yoga, Ryan, Cheryl and a few more new dancers form D2E and clenched 2nd place in Impressario 2009.
when i know this, i feel very proud of them,
i feel happy for them,
and actually im envy of them.

to be able to dance tgt in a team.
to be able to join a competition tgt.
juz being tgt under the name of dance.
i think tts a wonderful feeling.
but i couldnt feel tt now.

i've wished so much tt i had continue to stay in Spore, tt i can have the chance to continue to dance with my fellas and the ladies, tt i can continue to learn from Shi Wei, Chii Tarng, Dan, Felix, Zaki, Ms Ee Ching and other inspiring dancers..
these people have influenced me in my path of dancing. n im grateful to them.
wad they taught me had helped me to appreciate dance better... and to dance better.



now im here alone.

will i be able to inspire?




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Incident 3:
MV shooting for my BC seniors!

Thanks for letting me to be a part of this production!
Thank you Jorene!

my role is a street dancer.
in the MV im juz a supporting actor. i had a radio. (song!) outside McD in Sg Wang.

some freestyles.
was pretty ok. tho had some repetitive moves and the floor condition restricted some of my moves. but overall its fine.
my turtle wasnt tt solid after some tym.
gotta train up my strength & stamina...
love the non-stop remix by Jorene's fren! it was great!
thanks for the treat on my drink too!

cant wait to see the outcome of the production..
same goes for the one by Bel..
i was one of the dancers for Bel's MV shooting as well!
didnt blog bout tt...was pretty busy then..
but it was all great!



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alryt. i gotta continue to finish up my work now...
stil have a presentation tmr.. haha

LX feel the groove @ 9:22 PM